Saturday, December 21, 2013

William James Principles of Psychology - Stream of Thought

I've be reading parts of William James Principles of Psychology this morning.
It is a remarkable book. I wish I had read it decades ago.

In particular I am reading his chapter about the "stream of thought." Very enlightening. Our sense of self is generated by memory. (I grok this from Ken Wilber, Chapter 4 "No Boundary Awareness," No Boundaries when I skimmed through it a few nights ago. I've been resisting this insight for years and I finally got it.  Then, I find the same distinction in William James!) 

As some of my friends would say, it is all from the same source, so of course I find the same distinctions everywhere I look in my quick survey of the literature of mind and consciousness.

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Luminosity Brain Training: First Impressions

My initial bias about puzzles, crosswords, sudoku, chess, etc. is that they are a waste of time.  I believed that I could find equivalent and more productive problems to solve in my work of systems analysis, writing code, letters, email and persuading others to consider my ideas.  I wanted to find ways to improve my mind, not train my brain.

My brother invited me to join Luminosity as part of his family package.  Out of respect for my brother, I have played 38 games in the last two weeks.  It is an interesting process.  This “brain training” is different from "mind training.”  Many of the brain skills translate into working faster on my job in ways that I don’t get to routinely practice.  I have another bias, I don’t consider these brain skill very important, because I value accuracy more than speed, doing the right thing, vice doing things right.

I begin to recognize that my initial bias was that I placed all my value on “mind skills” -- building conceptual and memory models of reality — by doing problem analysis and troubleshooting, distinct from “brain skills” found in Luminosity.  This distinction between brain and mind skills is useful.  I am becoming clearer about the difference between brain and mind. I use the words "brain skills" to refer to matters of memory, external attention, reflexes, simple problem solving and "in the moment flexibility,” all the games of Luminosity.  Some of these words have use in the context of mind skills, but their meaning is different. For example the solving the problem of my initial bias against brain training is a mental process vice a brain process.  It wasn’t even a problem until I wrote this essay.  Increased self awareness of this  type cannot be developed except through processes of thinking, probing, pondering, experimenting.  Luminosity training is the kind of experimentation that provides the material to have this new self awareness of my initial bias against puzzles possible. Writing and thinking about my experience with Luminosity brain training in this blog reveals to me the nature of the bias.

I can see a potential opening to the possibility of translating my process of solving these problems from mental modeling to responding from silence.

I predict that there may be stages to my process of solving these problems.  
First, I start with either talking to myself, or mentally working out the solution via a mental model of images and comparisons to similar problems that I have solved in the past.
Second, responding by reflex,  no mental verbalization, and the imaging done so fast I barely perceive it.
Third, I begin to approach the experience of having instants of responding from silence, stillness, eternity. 

I work to do these exercises while remembering myself, i.e. maintaining the sensation of my entire body, toe to head.  Usually I become identified with some aspect of the experience and forget myself.  (Self-remembering in the Gurdjieffian sense, see “In Search of the Miraculous” chapter 7, paragraph beginning with “Not one of you has noticed the most important thing …”)

Note: I consider the mind to be the immaterial “form of forms” (Aristotle for Everybody by Mortimer J. Adler) distinct from the physical organ of the brain/body. (Interesting discussion of this topic at http://plato.stanford.edu/entries/aristotle-psychology/ [The mind is] “none of the things existing in actuality before thinking” (De Anima iii 4, 429a24)

Saturday, June 08, 2013

Juggling Lessons: Simple Basics Matter

Many simple tosses done correctly lead to more complex stuff. I need to resist the urge to try to move on without mastering the basic moves. Mastery means consistency and endurance.

A metaphor for so much else in life.

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Hypnosis

The young barber started talking to me about making conversations with women. I told him that when I was his age I was too shy. I told him what I learned later in life about talking to women. I gave him an example.  I paid for my haircut, tipped him, and walked down several blocks to the grocery store to meet my wife. I went into the store and asked my self, why would we plan to meet here? where did she say she would be?  Then I recalled that she has said she would be parked illegally near the barber shop. I woke up! I felt shocked that I had been lost so easily.

The conversation with the barber had put me into a deeper hypnosis than I have knowledge of being in for a long time. It is the first time I have ever been able to look back at the moment of that awakening and say "I was really hypnotized," to feel that quickly fading sense of the pain of the loss of self-awareness.

Is this an omen? Should I take it as such?  The lesson seems clear, that I have a long ways to go in many different situations. Is there more?

Monday, September 17, 2012

The Westerner

The Westerner, by Badger Clark

My fathers sleep on the sunrise plains,
    And each one sleeps alone.
Their trails may dim to the grass and rains,
    For I choose to make my own.
I lay proud claim to their blood and name, 
    But I lean on no dead kin;
My name is mine, for the praise or scorn,
And the world began when I was born
    And the world is mine to win.

They built high towns on their old log sills,
    Where the great, slow rivers gleamed,
But with new, live rock from the savage hills
    I'll build as they only dreamed.
The smoke scarce dies where the trail camp
        lies, 
    Till the rails glint down the pass;
The desert springs into fruit and wheat
And I lay the stones of a solid street
    Over yesterday's untrod grass.

I waste no thought on my neighbor's birth
    Or the way he makes his prayer.
I grant him a white man's room on earth
    If his game is only square.
While he plays it straight I'll call him mate; 
    If he cheats I drop him flat.
Old class and rank are a wornout lie,
For all clean men are as good as I, 
    And a king is only that.

I dream no dreams of a nurse-maid state 
    That will spoon me out my food.
A stout heart sings in the fray with fate 
    And the shock and sweat are good.
From noon to noon all the earthly boon 
    That I ask my God to spare
Is a little daily bread in store,
With the room to fight the strong for more, 
    And the weak shall get their share.

The sunrise plains are a tender haze
    And the sunset seas are gray,
But I stand here, where the bright skies blaze 
    Over me and the big today.
What good to me is a vague "maybe" 
    Or a mournful "might have been,"
For the sun wheels swift from morn to morn 
And the world began when I was born 
    And the world is mine to win.




Tuesday, September 11, 2012

My Review of Oracle PL/SQL Programming, 5th Edition

Originally submitted at O'Reilly

The definitive reference on PL/SQL, Oracle PL/SQL Programming, Fifth Edition, covers language fundamentals, advanced coding techniques, and best practices for using Oracle's powerful procedural language. Thoroughly updated for Oracle Database 11g Release 2, this edition reveals new ...


Excellent Book. XML a Little Brief

By Fred from Baltimore on 9/11/2012

 

4out of 5

Pros: Concise, Well-written, Easy to understand, Accurate, Helpful examples

Best Uses: Intermediate, Expert

Describe Yourself: Developer

I was eager to have the 5th edition, providing coverage through Oracle Database 11g Release 2. I have learned a lot from the previous editions of this book.

I quickly went to the XML discussion on page 426. I was hoping for a deeper discussion of XMLType. I was glad to see that the deprecated extractvalue function wasn't used in the example.

(legalese)

Sunday, August 05, 2012

Juggling Lessons: Distance Matters

I have been thinking for years that I could juggle because I could juggle 3 balls for 5, 6 or some number of tosses.
Then I started trying to juggle for 100 tosses consecutively.

I discovered that I can't juggle. I get to 20, occasionally I get to 30. I lot of days it takes me several tries to get to 20. I realize that to be able to juggle I need to be able to toss and catch and adapt to every toss. Every toss is different. Every catch is different. The shifting and adjusting and handling changes is what makes the ability to juggle.

How this is a model for so many other things in life! We think we can do something because we did it once or a dozen times. But the real measure is can we do it over and over consistently many, many, times.