Many i's

Yes, small "i" vice Real "I", capitalized.

I was talking with a friend. I told him that I was on the edge of an experience of more than one "i"...distinct from remembering actions of more than one "i".  My friend thought this was ridiculous. "It's all the same 'I'. You were frustrated and just overcome by a desire for chocolate!"

To come to some of these ideas requires doing the experiment, not just reading or talking about them. The flavor cannot be conveyed by description or analogy.